kaa POW!!! @#%#&

[ i'mboredsohere ]

2004-11-15T03:24:00.000-08:00

alright, i'm feeling like horribly bored now, k!!

hehe. i wonder if the quiz results are really true.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

i guess this quiz might be pretty true.. the results, i mean. go take the test! but it's quite long. will update again later.

[ tralalala ]

2004-11-14T01:20:00.000-08:00

alrighty, let's see now. hmm.. wanfong owes me testimonials, a very sweet one, to be precise. sweet as orange, to be even more precise. i too don't know why orange is so sweet. but it's a nice colour. today i went to church, of course. there was no ballet, because of hari raya or whatever, and it was so.. heart-wrenching!! aiyah, but anyway, i didn't go for choir, i tell you i'm really bad. i sat with sherilyn.. we hung around at church until 11 plus.. no, we went to the park and she sat on the swing. and i swung the baby swing like an idiot. haha. whatever, let's move on. there's no more catechism classes from next week onwards.. i hope next year i get into the same catechism class as sherilyn!! *crosses fingers* today at church in the canteen we saw the crazed man.. he's like so retarded, k!! i don't lah.. good thing he didn't talk to us, meaning sher and i. he talked to.. some guys lah huh. and then.. i told sherilyn to message daniel, cos you know of the loony guy there, yeah so she did, lah! she just wanted to say that she felt sorry for him and all and suddenly the lunatic was talking about america and i said to sherilyn, "u know america?" and for some stupid reason she started laughing. so she sent that to daniel and then he replied saying smething like haha.. funny and then i asked sherilyn if she thought that was sarcasm or something than she said it could be but i said maybe not, because daniel said he doesn't like sarcasm [and blahblah] so she tried to sak me but then 'MESSAGE SENDING FAILED'. ok, let's move on. um.. next week ballet! sunday ballet is like so uber cool ok! sherilyn and i [have planned] to go to 7am mass, and then later just.. loiter in church. well, not exactly loitering but anyway, then we'd go to coffee bean and then ntuc to satisfy her sweet tooth [i'm a bit off sweet stuff now, thank goodness] and then we'll head on over to ballet and whee!!! funness. is there such a word? hmm. um. .i just forgot what i wanted to say. oh yeah, shucks, i can't be bothered making another blogskin or whatever, or layout. layouts compared to blogskins are simple to make because with blog you need template tags and it's so annoying because blogger doesn't really support a lot of codes and the ad tool bad oh gosh!! alrighty. heh, sorry for the rant. my sister wants to use the computer now, so off i go, but i'll be back, then i'll log on to msn and then i'll go on friendster and then yeah. ok one more thing about the retarded man, he thinks my name is.. he thinks i'm erica? he says i looked like erica or something once in the bus and then i said no, i'm not erica and blahblahblah he went on to ask me how my mom [erica's mom] and all was and i'm like I'M NOT ERICA!!!!! well anyways, aiyah. who's wants to talk about him. toodles!

[ privateblogs ]

2004-11-11T23:55:00.000-08:00

should be invented. then bloggers would feel much safer. ew. i hate my past blog entries, they're so rubbish. so anyway, i'm so bored. you know, i'm thinking of changing my blog url. i'm so horrible, i know.. but i don't want some certain people to read my entries. it's really.. aiyah, nevermind, i won't change it.

[ doubletrouble ]

2004-11-11T01:13:00.000-08:00

new blogskin will be up soon! yes.. when i get off my lazy bum and start making one. whee. having two computers is DA BOMB!!!!

[ feelinghappy ]

2004-11-04T03:23:00.000-08:00

i'm really happy today. heck, i'm pretty much happy all the time. but now, i'm really happy happy. sherilyn says it'd be perfect, not like lb. i hope so, if anything happens. will something ever happen? it's positively exhilarating, this feeling. ah.. i don't know. i really, truly think it's amazing that he can just go hily. i wouldn't have the courage to dily or whatever. wow! another reason! haha. sorry, i know that you don't know what i'm talking about.. but you don't have to, i'm just feeling so much feelings that i need to write it down somewhere. i'm so happy! what's my problem? haiz.. i'm really so excited, really truly very extremely horrendously excited and happy and oh! i don't know. i feel like crying and laughing at the same time. i think i'm insane or something.

in other news, a long time back on all saints' day i went to ihm and it was.. certainly different. ooooooh lalala. alrighty. tomorrow.. it's a buffet. ack! does that means long lines and stuff? i hate lack of routine. it's like.. ugh.

ith inkthisw as how pfelto hmanw hat' sit abou thimthatissoap pealing?ohmygodevenidon'tkn owa nyhowi sthath um anely pos si bl e?

going on friendster now. friendster is niiice.

[ prayersdocometrue ]

2004-11-04T01:22:00.000-08:00

prayers do come true. no, god didn't let msn let me go online, but guess what? the next best thing happened. i'm trying my very best to contain my happiness right now. AIYAH. but i'm not going to tell you what happened. alrighty, i won't tell you even if i could. i'd share my happiness but this is kinda.. LET'S ALL CHANGE THE SUBJECT.
the p6 ixora people made posters and stuff for their miss ij, valerie, i think. and all i have is p6 lily. AND I'M NOT JEALOUS!!!
spread the love!! <3 <-- that's MY heart so no copying. haha.

[ msn ]

2004-11-01T23:59:00.000-08:00

arrrgh. damn u msn!! i can't log on, it's being so annoying! i desperately need to log on, it's not like a must but right now it just is. sigh.. i won't know if i don't.. nevermind. sherilyn knows, and she actually thinks it'd be perfect. wow. i sent a wrong message last night. all because of sherilyn lah! ask me to message daniel then when i was going to reply her i accidently sent it to him. ahh. he told me not to worry and he'll pretend it never happened or something like that. but.. ahh. the message i sent to him was really.. i don't know!! i need to login. i'm thinking of going to rachel/charlotte's house.. and the use their computer. ahaha i'm so evil but desperate times, desperate measures. haiz.. i'm so sad!! really sad. no.. i don't know. but like, just let me login, damnnnnnnnnnnnit! just today or something. please. pppppppppplllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssssssseeeeeee. i have to pray. BECAUSE PRAYING WORKS!! OH YES IT DOES!!! my faith was lacking a little and then suddenly taa-daa! i prayed and something so magical happened. pity, i can't remember what it was. however i learnt my lesson, because i perceive that what i prayed for was totally stupid. however now i really need to....

[ questionandanswer ]

2004-11-01T02:29:00.000-08:00

hello hello!! ask me questions, alrighty? but put your name, also lah.. so far i only got one question. haiyoh, so lousy. but anyway:

who e hell u like now? are u still in love with sean? tats wat ppl sae.. haha
i am definitely not in love with sean!! sean is nice but i'm not in love with him!! eww.. what gave you that idea? people.. who are the people? rumours. *shakes head* um.. i think that a certain guy is rather nice, but i don't know if it's only to a certain extent. however, i do not think so. i'm not sure if what i'm feeling for him can define as me liking him.. i... don't know. but he certainly is a much 'easier' person, if i put it that way. not easier as in easier to get, that's just plain rude, but easier in a sense that it's... haiz. nevermind...

yeah that was the only question i got. hehe. ask me more!!!!! i received something like this in the mail today.. e-mail, i mean.

The Messege is
really nice!!!
If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it .
Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late .
If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know... tell her/him.
Maybe today, that person is also in love with you .
And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .
If you really want to kiss somebody... kiss her/him.
Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too . And if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late .
If you still love a person that you think has forgetten you... tell her/him.
Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.
If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it.
Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.
If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them.
Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.
If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it .
Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today , then tomorrow can be too late.
SEND THIS MAIL TO EVERY PERSON YOU CARE ABOUT , INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU. YOU'LL SEE HOW YOU'RE GOING TO KNOW THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU , THAT YOU DIDN'T KNEW .
Forward it today... coz tomorrow can be too late...

i.. it just puts things sorta into perspective? so i have to say that p5/6 lily is ultimately the bestest ever ijtp class.. gosh. i love you all to bits!! not in that way, you goons. but yeah.. especially the ones. hard to define.. avril and rebekah.. aiyah, they're so difficult sometimes but i guess everyone has a good side? i'm being nice, here. oh gosh.. grad tea and all.. i'm going to cry like there's no tomorrow.. about the liking someone part.. i really want to tell. sadly, i can't muster up enough courage.i afraid of rejection, i guess? heck, if the guy likes me obviously i would tell him? i always get frightened about just dying like that. or even if i don't get to dance ballet or something.. or... i think i'm a tad shallow. no, if i like {insertnamehere} than i'm not. KIDDING LAH!

[ ohmygod ]

2004-11-01T01:01:00.000-08:00

oh my god.. i just found out something so important that no one else knows.. gosh, i'm so freaked out. but i'm not going to tell anyone, because if i do, that person will surely tell someone else and then it will.. u know. news spreads very fast.. and.. ahhhhhhhh. but how? it is something sooo SO totally great. i'm so bad, though. i was totally and utterly shocked when i found out. ahh. but it fits well and nicely, and i do not.. um.. nevermind. i will not ever try to remember this thing again.. it is soo.. so shocking.. no, it's not, but i am such a great predicter!! i made the right guess and oh god... i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. i have mixed feelings, lah. all i know is that i know something that nobody knows except some people and those some people have no idea that i know! hah! right back at you, you idiotic liar whatever of a bitch! no lah.. your parents can't be bitches. but u are most likely. but, stupid. why can't u just.. AHHHHHHHHH. hahahahahaha. AT LEAST MARGERINE'S GONE. haahahahahahaha!!!!!!! and now i shall forget about this and try to keep my big mouth shut. and then... i shall concentrate on another important issue, which only some people know. and oh, sherilyn knows too. ahahaha. i'm so happy i found this out. nothing to do with you all.. something to do with something that no one knows. a amn vajd mg 4tw35yn6ujynbeqgRWT$ZFD#$W%T#$Y GHBeqzv

i feel so horrid but i'm so excited!!! wow and it's like been so long?? ahahahahaha. FUNNERIFIC.

[ atcheryl'shouse ]

2004-10-31T22:51:00.000-08:00

hello hello hello. i'm at cheryl chee's house now.. yes she stays at the same place as my ballet teacher!! um.. yah it was raining just now like crazy, was drenched. this rebekah said that sherilyn's mom has some cancer which is totally not true!! sherilyn's bloody mad at her right now. i'm so happy. last night i chatted with daniel, and then.. aiyah, he wants to get into some triple science stream thingie so good luck to him, although he already sat for his paper.. but yeah good luck to you!! alrighty then. um.. yeah. michelle, daniel thinks you're insane. haha. are you? sometimes i wonder. um.. elizabeth is a crazy cow. um.. cheryl is a sexy devil. she modeled her grad tea clothes for us today. both are nice. wheeee. lala. i'm so bored. if u're reading this and have friendster add me now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha. i shall write more another time, probably later, instead of writing rubbish now. cheers!! :)

[ balletandchurch ]

2004-10-31T03:24:00.000-08:00

fun fun fun!! today i had ballet from ten till like.. two o' clock or something. whee! i loved it? but like i had to skip half of cath class. sherilyn and i waited for the bus which took like, 5495294695844986523 hours to arrive, i wanted to walk but then she had stomach cramp, so we waited and then suddenly she said why don't we just walk, then? but i was like haiyah wait so long already so why not just continue waiting? and then taa-daa!! the bus came! and then i was like we should have talked about the bus earlier! haha. so lame. so then, we met this grade 6 girl jolene or something on the bus. we went to ntuc and bought 1304720893560283 sweets. k lah, she bought two 'boxes' of lakerol and me too, and i bought ribena pastiles. yums. then we went to coffee bean god the lady in front of us was so idiotic take so long we could have arrived on time but no we arrived at what, 10.15 or something. so sherilyn and i shared an iced blended mocha yeah and then we were sorta late and sherilyn had to dance with me the character dance i forced her to and miss penny asked her to too. so yeah she looked sooooo weird in her black shirt and jeans and black character shoes. it was so crazy. then grade six and grade eight. we learnt a new dance in g8, a scarf dance thingy and then (arrgh) someone took away the ballet cd and never returned it so now i like have no music for the grad tea performance!! but my mum is going to try and help me find the cd to buy it. yay. sigh. haha. today sherilyn told me that daniel had a horrid hairstyle, what.. it was a sorta mohawk thingy with his fringe all long and.. what? i didn't see it so i don't know, but according to her it's one of the most horrid hairstyles to have ever been seen by her. ok. whatever. i love ballet. i need new shoes, though. mine are like so worn out. sigh. sherilyn is a horrid person she told the whole world that I'M IN LOVE WITH SEAN MOSSADEG (WHICH I'M NOT) and she's so baaad. now jiaxin and beatrice want to tell him that but.. actually i don't need to worry or whatever because i'm not in like with him sooo... yeah. HA HA HA. what's her problem?? lalalalala i changed phone. anyways, yesterday ballet was so cool there was so little people and we all spent like 23565344706960 mins talking about horror movies and all that stuff sherilyn was scared to death. hahaha. yes, sherilyn was scared. oh and i forgot to tell you that on the bus she prank called 1349872803945 people, whose numbers were like you know vandalised on the bus??? yeah.. cos see, her number's like private? uh-huh.. alrighty then, i'm off to write people testimonialss on friendster!

[ balletlove ]

2004-10-29T20:23:00.000-07:00

ahh.. love for ballet is all around, expecially soon, since i'm going for my class, woohoo! and pauline's blog is soooo nice. um.. my sis is having tuition now. that's not intersting. um, nothing much happened. i mean like, hello it's only before noon. still have to call sherilyn to see whether we're going early. i love ballet so much! oh pauline, um.. how do i code it? i code it using notepad and then.. sort of like trial and error or something lah. cheryl chee, the font for heather is.. allegro or something i think. ahh.. allegro. it's like a ballet step, ya know. michelle, please kill d for me, he is being very, very un-askingmeaquestion. if u, me and him are online, you have to help me, ok? thanks! i need to get the cd fast for the grad tea. for the performance. ahh. so scary, you know. i mean the question and answer part. i can't wait for school to end, i can't wait to go to sec sch. obviously i would want to remain in primary school in lily but who would want to with rebekah and avril? mostly avril lah. rebekah's not bothering me or anything. beatrice!! is rebekah.. nevermind. blahblahblah. you know i read this super sad thing? about like, um.. in this school, there were gangsters and every day they would wear a certain colour shirt. but, if they saw someone wear a shirt the same colour of theirs they would beat him like hell up. so one day, they wore white shirts, and they spotted this guy wearing a white shirt too, so they started beating him up. and then his girlfriend went to help him, but it was no use, so her best friend tried to help them, and at that time the poor doll was pregnant, and one of the gangsters kicked her hard in the stomach, and she lost the baby. omfg it's like so sad, right? i read it in a magazine and i cried because god, isn't it so sad? alrighty, then. i feel very.. ahh. i feel all hyper and giggly. poetry time!! ps, i'm not very good at poetry. i just want to write some short crap.

october's gone
it came and went
and all i wanna do
and all that i can do
is lie in bed
and talk to you
because
all i ever want
all i will ever need
is you.

i don't know who it's for, yet. and i know october's not totally gone, but it will, soon. but when i figure it out i'll give it to him. DUH! it can't possibly be a her, right? is it stupid, btw? and does anyone want a blogskin or an image or whatever because i'm feeling super bored!! and i need to do something. yes, so if you want one or whatever im me or e-mail me or something or whatever, i guess. ballet! going like, 1 hour plus earlier, sherilyn and i. woohoo. then we can talktalktalktalktalktalktalktalk COCK. so fun. then she'd keep scolding me about my voice. she says it's too high to be true. so anyway, later. i have to go. i want to bathe again and change and ballet, here i come!!! i feel all.. like, funny like in like orsomething. only i don't know if i am. it's very very strange. ddddd. is it because of d? ugh.. dunno if that's good or bad. ewwwwness. or is it gooooooodness. i want to continue being on the computer but i want to go for ballet as well. it's like what, eleven something now and it says that it's eight twenty three in the night. GOD. how gay.

[ manythings ]

2004-10-29T05:49:00.000-07:00

i just have to learn other languages. i was listening to this weirdo song, and one part was "motherfuck who fuck mudda". and like.. you know what that means right? haha. it's so funny. i'm getting insane. i feel so happy and hyper and giggly. wheeeeee! oh yeah, d's definitely good news, d's so nice, quite what rachel (yong) calls 'shuai', thoughtful.. lalalalala. iloveitiloveitiloveit!!!! kay, gotta go, mah ladies, ciao! dddddddddddd. ♥♥♥ too bad. yuck, margarine, margerine, whatever, i hate it!!! well, technically it's not an it, but.. please ask me, now!!

[ whitehouses ]

2004-10-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

i love vanessa carlton's white houses' video. it's on mtv onw, hehe. i love it! so.. dance-y and ballerina-ry ♥!! anyway, i just finished putting up this blog.. new one, haha. i made the blogskin and the coding and everything and i'm dead beat.. sigh. alrighty now. tomorrow there's ballet! woohoo.. sigh.. cheryl, liz, janice and i are crazy hooligans. well, technically, they are crazy. we were chattingon msn and suddenly all this shit about sean and daniel and i came up. i have like 1567292 babies and... wat? daniel has this potion to change himself to look like sean so he can have it with me. obviously everyone's under the extremely false and inaccurate assumption that i still like sean. nope. i am in like, but not with sean. *evil grin* and you have no idea who it is. heck, not even sherilyn knows. so you shouldn't be able to know, either. HA HA.

[ ican'twaitanymore ]

2004-10-27T04:28:00.000-07:00

this is really horrid.. i went to the park today. it was alright, nothing like, super interesting happened. summer told me the long, long story about cherisse and sean and i was like, "ok,ok" i'm eating an apple now. apples are yum. oh gosh.. art tomorrow and i still haven't done it. shit. haiz.. nothing has happened with ------, which is incredibly sad, i guess. but i can wait, contrary to what the title of this post is. oh well, nevermind. i shouldn't be thinking so much about it. i shouldn't be thinking about it all, yet it's always on my mind. sigh.. sherilyn's stupid phone is with her friend, which is why she doesn't reply all those million bazillion messages that i send to her. YES! ballet this sunday, haha we get to leave catechism early. haha! will write more later, my apple is like so thin. i'm eating the core. it's eww.

[ yetanothernewblog ]

2004-10-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

um, hello there. sorry for the creating another blog, i mean, switching it but i just got bored of tough-luck. so yeah. hopefully i will not get bored of this blog, but anyway, i hated all my entries so i've sorta decided to write better entries in this better blog. technically nothing,really makes this blog better, but whatever. yeah, so anyway, i'm going to create a blogskin now, i don't know how long it'll take, though. haiz.. i guess i'll just make a really simple one.